Headcanon; Flirting

Because of her abandonment issues, Anna has become a terrible flirter. She’ll jump at every pretty face, often acting horribly horny around handsome men. There’s a simple reason behind that. Instead of building actual relationships, she goes for the superficial onenightstands. They don’t require any commitment or any bond between her and her partner, which makes it easier for her when those people leave. Or at least, that’s what she tells herself.

She’ll also often use nicknames during those flirts. Using the man’s real name would make it more personal, create a bond between them and that’s exactly what she’s trying to avoid.

Tagging Game

Rule 1: post the rules
Rule 2: answer all the questions sent from your tagger and make 10 new ones
Rule 3: tag 10 people and link them to your post

• Where do you see yourself professionally five years from now?
   Mun: I’d love to be a investigative journalist. Muse: No idea. I don’t really do all this future planning stuff.
• What is your job profile all about?
  Mun: Studying. Muse: Trying to keep people like me from hacking into the British intelligence agency. 
• So, what are your hobbies?
  Mun: I’m in a theater company and I read/write a lot. Muse: Changing Mycroft’s memos into kitty pictures. Or koalas. He likes koalas.
• What are you on the lookout for in a relationship?
  Mun: Someone who handle a joke, someone who’ll understand my obsessions with British actors, someone who knows my fandoms. Muse: Intelligence, a kind smile, trust and freedom.
• If you had three wishes, what would they be?
  Mun: 1. Live in the UK 2. Write bestsellers 3. Be respected for my talents. Muse: 1. Bring Sherlock back 2. Make Nomi and Fredrick happy 3. Make happiness last. 
• What is the one thing you love about yourself?
  Mun: The fact that I have big dreams and not afraid to achieve them. Muse: The fact I can adapt to almost any situation. 
• Which is your favorite sports and sports person?
  Mun: I’m really not a sports person. Muse: Neither am I. 
• What kind of music do you love to listen to?
  Mun: 1D, The Script, Maroon 5, Snow Patrol. Muse: AC/DC, Placebo, The Script, White Stripes, Maroon 5
• Describe yourself in five words.
  Mun: Energetic, determined, joyful, impulsive and confident. Muse: Intelligent, affectionate, compassionate, quick-tempered and determined. 
• So, what are your ideas about having fun?
  Mun:  Going to the movies with friends, just acting weirdly and not giving a fuck. Muse: A cup of tea or hot chocolate, a good book and a database to hack.

My questions.

1. Describe your character in one sentence.
2. Tell us something you experienced that really moved you.
3. Favorite song.
4. Favorite television series.
5. Favorite quote.
6. Biggest fear.
7. One person you’d bring back from death/disappearance/… and why.
8. Your most beautiful memory.
9. One illegal thing you’d allow yourself to do.
10. Most secret desire.

The Fool: Tell an embarrassing story. 
I once caught my best friend and her fiancee shagging. In the living room. On the table. I didn’t show my face downstairs for three days.

Strength: What gives you strength? 
The hope that I can finish what Sherlock started, that his death hasn’t been for nothing. The hope that I can make him proud, even though he isnt’ here anymore.

OOC: Definitely headcanon for Anna/Lemony!

Lemony needs to hold Anna’s hand at all times, just to make sure she’s still there. Safe. With him.

Headcanon; The older man

Anna was about fifteen years old when she met a certain Mister Dexter. Ofcourse this wasn’t his real name, but she never knew him by any other name. He was a rich estate agent of about 35 years-old. They first met after Anna was caught in one of the squats his agency owned. Instead of handing her to the police, he paid her dinner and some new clothes. Anna was instantly in love. Or at least, that’s what she thought. He was the first person to be nice for her without getting paid for it, so she mistook the gratefulness she felt for him for love. And that was exactly what the man was aiming for. Within a week, he had given her a small flat for her to live in. He’d buy her nice clothes, gadgets, food, anything she wanted. But there was a price. Every night he’d visit her at her flat, forcing her to do things she wish she’d never done. It started of easily, a hand on her leg during a movie, a kiss on her cheek, a glance down her cleavage. Then the hand would slip underneath her shirt, underneath her bra, over the knickers,… By that time, he’d made Anna so dependent of him she couldn’t resist. So she unwillingly obeyed him. Everytime the doorbell would ring, shivers would roll down her spine. He made her do the whole lot, every night, over and over again, pinning her down on the bed, spreading her legs and panting in her ear.
This lasted for six months, until he found an even younger and prettied girl to replace her. Everything was taken from her when he put her on the streets again. The only thing she was allowed to keep, was the laptop she’d refused to replace and the clothes she was wearing.
Anna has never told this to anyone, not Nomi, not Fredrick, not Sherlock. Nobody knows and she would like to keep it that way.

Three secrets i’m keeping

1) Anna keeps a Beretta Px4 Storm in her laptop bag at all times. Not because she wants to kill someone, she just wants to be able to defend herself if Moriarty’s men show up. It gives her a feeling of safety in a city full of dangers. And yes, she knows how to shoot it. John taught her.

2) She has only slept with one man in her life before the Irregulars. He was a large bit older than her and took care of her in return for the sex. It lasted six months, until he found a better girl. Nobody knows and nobody will ever know.

3) When she was 16, a few months before she met Sherlock, Anna stabbed a man to death. He was trying to rape her, she grabbed the pocket knife he was threatening her with and stabbed him in the throat. He was found and the blame was put on a robber that was active in those streets at the time. She has never told anyone. Not because she’s ashamed. She’s scared, because killing him didn’t affect her at all. She just walked away, not giving a single fuck about what she’d just done.

//YOU GREYFACES NEVER ASK THE SIMPLE QUESTIONS, DO YOU!?

Sherlock: Well, obviously, I ship Anna/Sherlock. But not the fluffy stuff. As you all know, Anna has a huge admiration, even love, for the detective. But he doesn’t know. And if he does, he doesn’t pay attention to it. She realizes they could never be together, because of a number of reasons. So she keeps supporting and serving him in whatever he asks, without showing her love for him. He appreciates her skills and intelligence. They’re good friends, for as far as Sherlock can have friends. And that’s how they both like it.

Fredrick: Anna/Fredrick is probably one of my favorite ships ever. c: Not just because Emilia Clarke and Kit Harington are absolutely perfect together. They both clearly long for eachother, but they know circumstances make it impossible for them to give in to the longing. They constantly bicker, even though they’d rather kiss eachother. Somehow, they’re the perfect example of meant to be but sabotaged by life. It makes for some very interesting plots. Also, I’m in love with the Anna/Fredrick/Nomi love triangle :p

Jim: Ofcourse not Moriarty. Anna would scratch out Moriarty’s eyes and make him eat them. I mean thedudefromtheit’s Jim. The cute, adorable, stumbling, shy IT guy Jim. They’ve got an amazing chemistry. And trust me, Anna’s muse is crushing on him with a passion. 

Lemony: Yes, I ship them too. Anna is on the verge of complete mental breakdown after Sherlock’s death. Nothing interests her, nobody can comfort her. And then she meets this strangely fascinating writer who is supposed to be dead too. He has some dark secrets, he brings her life into danger, he doesn’t trust her and still she’s drawn to him like a bee to honey. He’s the most exciting thing that has happened to her in months. He reminds her of Sherlock. Seriously, it’d be strange if I didn’t ship them. She isn’t in love with him, but the attraction is strong.

Headcanon; Abandonment Issues

Anna has some serious abandonment issues. All the people she ever cared for and loved have left her behind. Her mother never wanted her, her father locked her away on a boarding school, her friends stopped paying attention to her the moment she moved to the orphanage. That’s one of the reasons she chose the lonely life of the streets. If she let nobody get close to her, nobody would be able to leave her. 

Until she met Sherlock, John and the other Irregulars. Suddenly there were people who actually cared for her. Who wanted to keep close to her. For two years, Anna felt wanted and loved, an entirely new experience for her. And then Sherlock died. That one man that had made her believe it was possible to love and be loved in return left her behind. Again. Ever since, the separation anxiety has returned, even worse than before. When one of her friends is home late or say they’ll be gone for a few days, she’ll have panic attacks. She also has frequent nightmares, in which all her friends kill themselves just so they won’t have to be with her. 

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Anna has a blonde wig she wears when Sherlock sends her undercover. However, she has started wearing it more often because she likes the longer hair and the almost white color.

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After the Fall, Anna frequently called Sherlock’s cell phone, just to hear his voicemail. It would wreck her for days, but she just needed to hear his voice for some reason.